Oh, and I sang today.

And it wasn’t just like singing to my iPod or in the shower or something. Like, I actually sang. In front of people. And it felt so good. So impossibly good.

I sang her favorite song. Her beautifully ironic favorite song. And I managed to not cry until the last few words. But I still put everything I have, everything I am into in. And it was all for her.


I’m back, after a long hiatus from all types of social media.

And I kind of liked the break. My therapist recommended it, and strangely enough I considered prolonging it.

I feel like I’m at an okay place right now. Of course, I haven’t accepted everything, I don’t think I ever will, but I’m okay. Just okay.